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Monday, May 31, 2004

Picking a Dandelion to Put in My Hair





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Surprise, surprise, eh?

So, Paul decided to post a comment, did he? A few of my other friends from the Barrow Downs appear to have accounts on here. I can at least have them to talk to, assuming they have their blogs public.

Oh, so in changing an ink cartridge, "Open Here" on the wrapping is definitely a blatant lie. It's like in Ellen DeGeneres's stand-up, when she said, "'Open Here'? Is that sarcasm? Are you mocking me? 'Open Here'!" I just end up ripping one side. At least I have pretty black ink in the black ink cartridge again. Hopefully I won't have to deal with my printer for a good while. It gets fussy, yells at me, then refuses to print anything except for what appear to be Wingding symbols. I really need a new computer, but my dad's waiting for me to go to college. He's going to get me a laptop and a printer to bring with me. Then my mom will be on her own to deal with this computer. I swear, as they get older computers develop more and more of a personality. Mine always had a fair amount, but even more so now.

Well, time for some more dancing in the fields. Namaste.

Rising to Walk Amongst the Dandelions Some More







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Really? Not "Forth Eorlingas"? Ah, well, can't have everything.

I e-mailed my friend. I hope he found a house. He was staying at his friend's for a while, but he was going to have to leave.

I should probably also e-mail my prom date. I hope he got back from my friend's okay. My friend's brother and his friends were hilarious. It's the perfect anti-drug ad, really. I've never gotten stoned, and I really have no desire to do so. I've seen what they do to my friends, and I just don't want to have to deal with all of that for a high that can't even be that great, in my opinion. Just give me a driving musical beat to release the chemicals in my brain, and I'm cool.

I must go, now. Feel free to play with the hummingbird. Namaste.

Sitting in the Dandelions to Chat


You are going to Marry Josh Hartnett. He is really
shy, but don't let that fool you. He is really
outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
Congrats!!


Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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GaladrieloftheOlden commented. I feel all warm and special inside. Hmmm...I get Josh Hartnett a lot on these quizzes. I don't particularly like him, though. He seems like a nice enough kid, I suppose.

I saw Daniel Radcliffe on Regis and Kelly. He's actually rather fine. He's only almost fifteen, though. The clip of him with a Hippogriff wasn't bad...good effects. A lot of people commented both that the new movie was darker and had better effects. Darker is always better with movies, in my opinion. I'm not a huge "giggly movie" fan. I just get bored with them. I'm also not a huge fan of wrapping everything up in a nice neat package at the end. I really hope David Chase doesn't do that next week with the finale of the Sopranos. I think Carmella and/or Christopher and/or Finn are going to die. I know Tony B's gone, unless he usurps Tony somehow. I can't see them actually killing off Tony S, though.

Well, just commenting on how much I appreciate GaladrieloftheOlden's comment. Namaste.

Morning Stroll Through the Dandelions of Thought

I was Fred/George Weasley at the Harry Potter character quiz @ Crazylicious.com

Happy Memorial Day Weekend!

I started the second piece for my Advanced Studio Art final. It's not very original, but I like it. The problem is that we only have about two weeks to do them. Since we have so much other schoolwork preparing for finals, we can't really do a flashy, original work that would typically take about a month. My list of ideas for concentrations just keeps growing longer and longer. I really want to do moving water or horse anatomy, though. My worry is that I will not be close to them enough to really do anything. I'm at my barn a lot, but who really wants to sit there and draw horses when you can ride them?

I still haven't had any word from my "homeless" friend. I should e-mail him again, probably. I wonder if he straightened things out with his parents. If he didn't live in Washington States, I'd tell him he can crash with me. Of course my parents probably wouldn't really go for that much.

Note to self: probably shouldn't tell people about this blog. I kind of want to be free to be myself here, and not have to worry that a friend (or my father, who blogs on this site too) will come to me the next day and say, "You horrible creature! Erase your posts!" Chances are my dad will stumble upon it. However, I doubt that he would randomly come up with the fact that my name on here is Empyreal Faerie. Knowing my other names on various other sites, it makes sense. For a change my name isn't in Elvish. That's a step up I suppose. Empyreal is a great word.

So I was thinking of doing a quiz or two a day. Start off with a fun quiz, then get into my mundane life. You'd think I could manage to be happy with such a normal life, but no: I have to be one of those people with teenage angst. I actually hate it. A lot of teens embrace the hormones and become goth or emo. Emo people are starting to get annoying...especially since they all relate to Donnie Darko when their lives are nowhere near the same. I'm actually one of the rare non-Emo people that love Donnie Darko. I became a fan far before this whole "I'm depressed but not goth: I'm emo, which means I have emotions." Not that some of my better friends aren't emo...they just get on my nerves after a while. I feel like saying, "You live in a great neighborhood, you go to the same prep school I do, you get good grades, you're one of the preppiest people I know, so stop whining and enjoy this life."

"Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban" comes out June Fourth. Hopefully Alfonso Cuarón will be as good a director as I think he is. "Y Tu Mamá También" was a good movie. Anyway, couldn't be much worse than Chris Columbus, I suppose. No offense to the man, but Cuarón's Hogwarts seems better so far. Still not entirely sure about Gary Oldman as Sirius Black and David Thewlis as Remus Lupin. Although, if Gary Oldman can play Drexl Spivey, I'm sure he can pull of Sirius Black. I'd hate to admit it, but I do find Oldman rather attractive, which is one of the definite necessities for Black.

"Something The Lord Made" premiered last night, speaking of actors I really shouldn't find attractive, but do. Alan Rickman's in Harry Potter too...although everyone's in this new Harry Potter, from what I hear. I just skipped over to imdb.com, and read some reviews. Nine said "Woohoo! Go Harry!" and two were disappointed. I suppose I'll just have to see for myself.

And, just like every other loser, I obviously have a "Harry Potter"-type fanfic going on. The thing is, I hate reading fanfics. I love writing them, but I hate reading them. That's the main reason why I don't post any of mine anywhere.

I do write my own original stories, though. My problem is that I'm one of those annoying people that has to include every detail about everything ever. I'm afraid that the reader won't live the story as I do while I'm writing it.

Here, I made a dandelion chain for whoever's reading this. I'll talk to you all later. Namaste.

Sunday, May 30, 2004

The first post...

If only the post could match up to the anticipation, huh?

Allow me to introduce myself. I the Empyreal Faerie, known by many other names throughout the Web World. I will tell you a little more about myself than the profile tells you.

Favorite actors (based on talent): Alan Rickman, Colin Farrell, Parminder Nagra, Charlize Theron, Christopher Walken, Kate Winslet, Jeremy Davies, Ian McKellen, Lucy Liu, Uma Thurman

Favorite actors (based on appearance): Johnny Depp, Catherine Zeta-Jones, Colin Farrell, Johathan Rhys-Meyers, Brad Pitt, Renée Zellweger, Lucy Liu, Uma Thurman

Favorite TV shows: The Sopranos, Six Feet Under, Deadwood, Curb Your Enthusiasm, The L Word, Dead Like Me

Favorite color: blue, green, or purple

What Harry Potter House would I be in: Slytherin, definitely (you would be surprised how telling House Sorting can be)

What do I want to be when I grow up: I am actually thinking about foreign relations or international affairs or something

And we push onwards to dreaming...

"Imaginary" by Evanescence
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they’re falling tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me


Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light


And now that we actually have good poetry, time for me to paste some old ramblings I found in my computer Notebook diary:

I looked up at a star tonight,
And for a moment we were one.
Now I conceive a child of the star,
But it will be a pitch black,
For how can anything born of such tears
Have any hue but black?
It was born out of the void,
Into this world of nothingness.
But it will overcome itself
And show the world what it can do.
But I realize that I am the child.
Born of the void to the world of nothing.
And I wonder:
What will become of me
When my mother,
Me, myself,
Dies?
All that will be left is me
The tiny little black void
Born of a star and a tear
And my mother,
Me, myself,
Who will have died.

Shall I live on in honor of her, my, memory?
Who shall be my mother?
What shall I do for my mother's, my, funeral?
I shall make music and dance, for I will have died.
But still, I am still alive.
I will give birth to myself, so I will live on forever
In all my creations, I will be present.
No matter how hard they try, they will never rid themselves of the void I will have concocted.
My void will fill the earth.
They will speak of it for millenia.
That void, my void, will bring about
Everything.

I must go now, though. Dinner is ready. Until another day, friends. Namaste.